Wednesday, 04 June 2008

The hardest words.

Stand in front of your mirror and just look at yourself? O.K. not really AT yourself but INTO yourself. Try it. Look past the wrinkles, the blubber, the grey hair (if you have any, I still vehemently deny that it was not grey hairs my hubby found but the misguiding light at that moment!). 1. Who are you? and 2. Do you like what you see? My answers; I haven't got the slightest clue and No. I am not the person I want to be, in fact each day I do things that I am decidedly ashamed of and wish I could take away, remove, delete, things I did, things I said. So many things I did and said. so many. daily.

To my husband and my beautiful children. I do love you. I am so sorry. Really. Please don't hate me.

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