Saturday, 09 January 2010

Bursting my bubble

I just found my weakness, my kryptonite......

Ignore me......

My husband has been doing it to me for days, weeks and it is slowly shredding me up inside. I live a very isolated life. I live from home, raise kids from home, work from home and socialise mostly on the internet from home. You can imagine how many words, as a female, I have left at the end of the day; bar the arbritary pleads, yells, discussions, whatevers with the kids, I'm talking grown up words.

Well when I go to bed, all those words are still bottled up inside, not having had anyone to share them with. Hubby comes home. Hello is about as good as it gets. Give him supper; oh, there's a thank you. He falls asleep on the couch (every night) and that's where he stays till morning light.

I am about to burst, OK, maybe I do, but then all the wrong words come out and I get reminded of why I am not being spoken to in the first place. *sigh*